i'm beginning to hate myself..for, almost everything.
i'm also beginning to hate her or to be exact them.....

i know i'm not as good as them, everything opposite...guys swoorn over their sweetness and motherly-ness...

grrr... i really hate them already...dammit. hate them~ then more i see, the more i hate. I dun even wanna mention or talk about them to other ppl.

Of course i blame myself, but it does not change the fact that i'm gradually hating them, more and more to some extend.

maybe there isn't any place for me .........i'm not ..
maybe i shouldn't be here in the first place also......accident maybe?

sometimes...juz wanna *screw life*. regret later or not? who cares.... like something can be done later la..

*screw them*